sigh

i wont change 

no matter what

u said that i'm too heartless

i'm sorry i cannot change that

but

there's only one thing that i can do

and 

i think it's better for me to keep it to myself

it's

I CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT YOU

sorry

blood donation

 i wanted to donate my blood as well

but the nurse said i'm too young to donate

i was like ..

WATTA ?

for the first time

another thing was

she told me right after i filled up

ALL THE REQUIRED FORMS

i was like 

WATTA ??

for the second time

well ,  i didn't really trust k.ain when she said

it did not hurt at all

but after seeing k.ezzah

laughing without feeling anything

i was like

WATTA ???

for the third time

I WANNA DO A NOBLE JOB

WHY DIDN'T THEY LET ME ??

-.-"

sam tsui :)

SAM TSUI <3

i adore his voice and the way he re-composes the songs

somehow

i feel like , the songs sound much better when he sings them

at first i was like

WHO THE HELL IS SAM TSUI ?

oh gosh !!

but after nina showed me his video of 

just a dream

i was like

OH MY GOD !! HE'S REALLY GOOD !!

and of course

I LIKE HIM MORE THAN I LIKE JUSTIN BIEBER

p/s : i don't even like justin bieber ! i only like SOME of his songs

a person to rely on :)

i miss my sister like

lots and lots

DK FARAH ANA ZAIDUN

SHE'S A PINK LOVER

and will never stop liking it

like my friend once said

when mom and dad don't understand

A SISTER ALWAYS WILL

iloveyoulotsandlots

the time will come , we just have to wait

my friends always ask me

Q : why am i so heartless when it comes to love ?

Q : am i not interested in falling in love ?

Q : am i scared of loving someone ?

LOL/ROTFL/LMAO

I'M NOT THAT HEARTLESS 

I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELING

IT'S NOT THAT I'M NOT INTERESTED

IT'S JUST I'M TOO BUSY FOR PUPPY LOVES

TO LOVE SOMEONE IS TYPICAL

NO NEED TO BE SCARED OF IT

I DO LOVE LOTS OF PEOPLE AROUND ME

but 

i only have one concrete reason to tell

which is

IT'S NOT THE PERFECT MOMENT FOR THIS

SOONER OR LATER

I AM SURE THAT THE TIME WILL COME

i'mprettysureaboutmythoughtsaboutthis

WHAT DOES A FRIEND MEAN

A FRIEND WILL NEVER LOOK AT OUR FLAWS

BUT

AT THE SAME TIME

 THEY ALSO HELP US TO OVERCOME THOSE STIGMAS

and

A FRIEND WILL NEVER LET OUR HANDS GO

NO MATTER HOW HARD THE SITUATION IS

and

A FRIEND 

IS

A FRIEND

TILL THE END

ilovemyfriendsanditwilbeapermanentlove

BRENDA love

i miss you , kitten

we rawk !!

i know ..

this is soooooooooooo long time ago .

*not so long actually

anyways..........

am so proud to say

that 

Excalibur was extremely WONDERFUL on that night !

it's okay 

we still have time peeps 

!!

to win and to lose is only the ticket to produce a 

BETTER PRODUCTION

POOL :)

EXHAUSTED !

we were like swimming for 3 - 4 hours !

but i really enjoyed it

since it's also considered as a form of exercise ,

that should be very helpful in reducing my weight

hahahaha

i just weighed myself

47 kg -.-"

oh gosh !!

a debater , and a friend :)

ALIAH NAZAMUSA (stage name)

okay 

school ? SSP

age ? 16

hahahaa. there you go aliah.

first of all , sorry i took your picture w/o permission

dun worry , this picture still looks cute :D

i took it from your profile picture album

as everybody will pick their very best pictures as profile pictures *winkwink 

(i'm crapping . conclusion : profile picture album = best pictures album)

hahah !

she's a debater

and of course , she can be very mean , sometimes .

conclusion , she's nice :D

we're friends since last year , during the sch holidays:)

yeah .. 

and yeah , one of the most trusted friends of mine (for non-TKC)

okay aliah !

till then :D

i do love holiday but somehow i do miss TKC

i always do the holiday countdown

but yeah .. somehow i miss school 

A LOT

i miss these moments....

gossiping with Nadiah Syahirah , Sharifah Nur Asilah Jasmine , 

Intan Syazreen , Puteri Murnie Adyla and Felisa Amelia

watching 14 inches movies with Nik Siti Aishah , Nurin Alya ,

Natasha Iman , Norfaizah and Adlina

GOSSIPING BEFORE MIDNIGHT WITH BEDDIES:)

DEBATING WITH MARZUQAH

AND 

GOING CRAZY WITH EVERYBODY

i really dunno what to do !!

BORED TO DEATH !

yes ! that's the problem

bak kata FELISA AMELIA

"vivi is always bored"

I AM !

so how ???

WHY DO I LIKE THE WORD "GOODBYE" ?

some say

GOODBYE symbolizes tears and sadness

but to me

GOODBYE symbolizes smiles and happiness

because

i always believe that 

EVERY GOODBYE MAKES THE NEXT HELLO CLOSER

and that's what i always tell my folks

especially

NURIN ALYA ABDUL RAZAK

ARE YOU SURE ?

WHAT ? A TRUCE ?

do i look like a person who likes...

  DO-MISTAKES-AND-ASK-FOR-A-TRUCE

kinda type ?

HELL NO BABY !

too bad , you got the wrong person

BUT , CHILL

because it's not that 

I HATE YOU

it's just

I DISLIKE YOU

deal with it

KING OF ANYTHING (Y)

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table

While I look outside

So many things I’d say if only I were able

But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man

We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked

So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine

And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning

There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?

You are not me

Who made you king of anything?

So you dare tell me who to be?

Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent

Swear you know best

But you expect me to jump up on board with you

And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction

You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps

You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?

You are not me

Who made you king of anything?

So you dare tell me who to be?

Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy

While I just hurt and hide

Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?

You are not me

Who made you king of anything?

So you dare tell me who to be?

Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?

You are not me

Who made you king of anything?

So you dare tell me who to be?

Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.

ilovesamtsui'sversionmoreandmore

time of my life

these pictures were captured before we watched a movie 

(which i couldn't remember)

i uploaded 28 pictures of us on facebook

printed them out 

and posted them on my blog

:D

WE WERE TRYING TO DO POUT

PLAYING WITH BUBBLES EFFECT

TONGUES OUT

this is our routine

almost every week..we'll be like watching a 14 inches movie

or downloading stuffs from internet

this is the time of my life 

:)(:

no point !

WHAT GOES AROUND , COMES AROUND 

is just the same as 

WHAT YOU GIVE YOU GET BACK

icrapalottoniteandican'tstopsoi'llbecrappingtill
tomorrowmorning

I LOVE YOU !

HAHA !

i'm glad that i have so many good and nice friends

so here goes

MY HEARTBEAT

Nadiah Syahirah

Sharifah Nur Asilah Jasmine 

Marzuqah Abdul Malek

MY LOVE

Nurin Alya

Nik Siti Aishah

Natasha Iman

MY MOVIE FRIEND

Adlina 

MY DARLINGS

Fathin Aquiella

Nur Ewana 

Shazwana

MY NEW CHIT-CHATTER 

Intan Syazreen

Felisa Amelia

Puteri Murnie Adyla

there you are !

iloveyouguyssomuchuntiltheelephantclimbsupthetree

ONCE A JERK , always a jerk

OKAY

let me tell you first

this post is not about my crush/boyfriend

but this is about a friend of mine

I KINDA CLOSE TO HIM

but not really

i thought he was nice

but actually

he's just the same

guys are just the same

(except for nice DADDIES OF US)

WELL

i found it out when i went online 

and i saw his posts and comments

it was on the news feed

accidentally , unintentionally 

or whatever you wanna call it

MAYBE

god wants  me to see by myself

so that , he cannot manipulate the whole thing

i know he's good at manipulating facts but

i tell you

IT IS NOT GOING TO WORK ON ME 

PLEASE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS

OH MY GOD !

why can't you mind your own business ??

do you really need to interfere my life as well as my friends'?

CAN'T YOU JUST IGNORE US ?

we don't mind

and we don't need your attention at all 

it will be better though 

if you stop pretending that you care and know everything about us

HOW LONG DO WE HAVE TO WAIT

to stop seeing your two-faced faces ?

all of you

-.-"

                                                                                              

I AM NUMBER FOUR

NADIAH , ECHAH , WANA 

and I

went to OU today and watched

I AM NUMBER FOUR

which was really COOL !

 I AM NUMBER FOUR 

is wayyyyyyyyy better than BEASTLY

like..HELL TO THE O !

BEASTLY is so dull and dry

and too cheesy and corny!

conclusion

i like 

I AM NUMBER FOUR 

and

Callan McAuliffe  

!!!

NO DOUBT

143 PEEPS !!

WHAT DATE IS TODAY ?

what a question !

everybody knows it's 14th March

which 

they also call it as 

143 day

HAPPY 143 DAY FOLKS!

AT LAST !

FINALLY ! 

it's been ages living without a blog

after somebody posted something which was not really good on my blog

I DO NOT KNOW 

how did the person get my password 

i never told peeps my password

even my own sister

I THINK

the person got it from my diary

yeah

I LOST MY DIARY FEW MONTHS AGO

 i jotted down every single information as i cannot memorize all

and my password was written in the book

so, might as well 

the person found my diary and saw my password ???

I THINK SO.

never mind.

i already deactivated it..

too bad -.-"

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