Saturday, 27 August 2011

Let My Heart Speak Louder Than My Head

i'm sooooooo tensed with all the questions like

vivi,tannak couple ke?

or even

vivi,don't u wanna try any dudes? 


let me just settle myself okay?

 

Wednesday, 25 May 2011

iPhone that dad JUST bought!

there u go, the iPhone

man! dad just bought the iPhone.
since dad has like 3 other phones, he agreed to give me his iPhone 4 
used it only for few days and it went insane
silly iPhone
and
silly me 
:(

silly maid !

u, such a freaking silly maid!
i dunno why on earth my mom's hiring u !
she can't even wash my clothes .
okay.. i know she wanted to teach me a lesson by washing my clothes like she never done it before.
it was so obvious as my parents' clothes smelled just fine!

ughhh! i know she's mad at me because i was too FRANK to her.
she supposes to go back at 5 p.m every evening but she went back at 4.00.
why did she do that ? because my mom wasn't home!
like duhh! obviously my mom wasn't home. she had work to do.

and i asked her (as if i didn't know anything)
"i thought u supposed to go back at 5?"
and she felt insulted i guess.
like duhhh. it's your fault, not mine! 

Tuesday, 24 May 2011

AWESOME dinner !

mom and dad came home late..
so mom didn't cook anything. dad suggested to go out for a dinner .
so drove off to this one restaurant somewhere in Kota Kinabalu .
we ordered Chinese Cuisines as dad really loves that food -.-"
plus, he was the one who's gonna pay so yeah ....


those were the dishes that we had

dad asked me to order what i wanted .. so i ordered Lobster With Cold Salad.
dad ordered the fish (Tiger something.can't remember)
mom, as usual would be the vege person with her mushrooms
my sisters ordered Prawn With Cheese
and lastly
my youngest brother ordered soup.
drinks ? as usual. juices and green tea.

mom with the lobster

We sat at the VIP room as it was raining.
but it's always like that because izhan can't live without air-cond -.-" spoilt brat!
and we ate for like couple of hours

meet my younger sis.Alynn

what shocked us the most ....
we only had like 7 dishes and the bill was RM 500/180USD -.-"
usually .. it wont exceed RM300 but that night was -.-"
mom said..

"nahh it's okay..it's better for us to spend the money on our food rather than just losing it somewhere on the earth.think the good side of it"

that was what she said..
-.-"
but i liked the lobster though!



Saturday, 21 May 2011

fashion show and the babes.


look at this!
putri and i are so tiny compared to them!
they're so tall and pretty
the one who stands next to me is 16 yrs old!
for god's sake, she's my age !



look at them !
especially Charlyn (with white dress)
they're so tall n pretty
but..the fact is..
they're only about my age -.-"
all the babes
so pretty !

we really enjoyed the moment together!


meet my cousins :D

Putri Nurul Asyiqin

There she goes.Putri:). 
My lovely cousin.
she looks like korean or japanese right ?
we bought the dresses (above) together
i supposed to wear her dress n she supposed to wear mine
but we exchanged 

whatever it is !
we are sooo gonna hang out together
coz we enjoy doing it :D







k.ziezie

she's the one who stands on my right hand side.
k.ziezie, that is what i call her .
well..unlike putri..she's my cousin from my mom's side
n putri is from my dad's side
well.they are so pretty right?
this pic was taken at the fashion show
we can only meet up during sch holidays :(
because we're freaking busy ladies.
haha

wtv it is.
they are my lovely cousins 
<3

Friday, 20 May 2011

that was a BEAUTIFUL nightmare -.-"

she came into my dormitory 
walking slowly
glancing at every single mankind presents there
and it happened too fast


in her small "gifted" hands
she already had 2 sets of phones with the chargers
and she started to walk around
looking for another preys ...


WHAT THE HELL AM I CRAPPING ABOUT ???
okay.this is the non-literacy version of the true-sch-story


we were all in the dorm.
laughing around after we recited al-mulk
and then..HEM came in
she was so small 
that's why nobody notices her.
so...she took all the forbidden stuffs and props
she went to the lockers and opened the drawers 
BINGO
she got what she wanted


MORAL OF THE STORY.LOCK THE DOOR !



i know am wrong.

5 DEADLY TERMS USED BY A WOMAN: 
(1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when she knows she is RIGHT & YOU need to SHUT UP. 
(2) NOTHING: Means SOMETHING & you need to be WORRIED. 
(3) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission, do NOT do it. 
(4) WHATEVER: A woman's way of saying SCREW YOU. 
(5) THAT'S OK: She is thinking long & hard on HOW & WHEN you will pay for your mistake.


okay.i know i use all stated above. but that's me.nothing can change me.sorry.
but i know i would lessen the usage.
i promise.

Sunday, 1 May 2011

Darn it !

what the hell ?
my ETR (Expected T..... Result, i guess ? ) for Bahasa Melayu is 86 ??!!
darn it ! how on earth am i suppose to get it ?


*sigh*


this is killing me !

exhausted !

1st of May .
it's OGA day ! :D
it was kinda fun as i met lots of peeps .
i didn't really mean the word 'LOTS' but got some laaaaa ...


I met my TITAN state mate who is very friendly and pretty .
well , i walked with her right after i stepped out from the hall until she had to go to SICKBAY due to period pain ! 
kinda funny because she's out of the sch already but she was still using COLLEGE ONE AND ONLY SICKBAY ! 
thanks to Sharifah a.k.a Sherry's aunt who actually introduced her to me .
i had to accompany Sherry and her aunt but if she wasn't there ..
i'm not sure who am i supposed to talk to .


second , k.june 


well . now , it was sherry's turn to accompany me but i pitied her because i know that we're gonna be like walking around the college so she went back after 15 mins with us .
and k.june kept forgetting her stuff at places . -.-"
the first time was at the hall , then at my dorm when she was talking to Radhie . 
but that's fine i guess .


and also i bought this small nice-baked chicken pie (was it baked ? )
haha . 
the best thing of all was there was no English Debate Training Session !
weeee . K.affifah got food poisoning . awww. get well soon :D


that's all i guess . though they said this would be the last time for us celebrating OGA Day in Bukit Merbah .. but i really don't think so .
haha . who doesn't lnow Tuku Kurshiah College ?
They've been telling the same thing since we were 13 that we're moving to another sch which never happened . it's been 3 years ! haha . 
well . wtv it is . i was damn EXHAUSTED though it was a total fun .

what a statement !

a person : vivi , you're damn complicated !
me : i never said that i was easy .


I might be damn complicated for you to understand
but there are people 
who still understand me

and plus
i never said that i was easy 
because i know
IT'S NOT ME

Saturday, 30 April 2011

at last -.-"

I actually feel relieved like seriously relieved 
the moment i told k.afifah what's happening 
She said that she doesn't want any conflicts to linger any longer
so i told her what's happening


and i just knew that the "team" actually wrote a long letter
which will ensure every single of them to be in the team itself
watta hell ?


well . there's only one thing that i wanna say
I WONT GIVE A DAMN ON IT ,
so u can GTH :)

laugh out LOUD !

OKAY. 
i know i shouldn't have done this...
but ... haha !
i actually watched JUSTIN BIEBER'S movie
but it's a nice movie..
not too inspiring for me but quite okay
good enough to change my perception towards him :D


and also...


i watched SCREAM 4
i know it's 18 above's movie ...
but what to do ? 
the ticket seller was just as gullible as other peeps 
who actually fell for my tricks :)
well . i did watch the movie
without having any problems 


if i brought Ewana ,
definitely we wont even pass the first counter :)
hahahaha !
will do it AGAIN :)

THEY ARE SO SWEET TOGETHER :D

Nadia @ Najue ,
the DOUBLE-N :D
haha
labelled as BFF and ever :D
they're just so sweet.
actually that thing that matters the most ....
a friendship that u dun have to show it off 
haha
anyway .. 
najue n nadia , both are my friends .
and they are actually in my GOOD BOOK :D
hope u guys wont fight cause i know you guys are just
SO SWEET :D

Saturday, 23 April 2011

permata pintar:)

i hope u guys would be strong facing all these nonsense
be tough than things will be alright
God promises us that

i didn't expect that .

i thought they're living a better life here
but i was wrong

Friday, 22 April 2011

i don't HATE Justin Bieber

First of all ,
I would like to clarify that 
I DON'T HATE JUSTIN BIEBER

Last of all ,
I would like to clarify that
I DON'T DO OVER-OBSESSION


thank you

it's okay to hate because we know , it costs a lot to love :)

it's only us

okay . this is a true story
instead of saying  

THS(TRUE HOLLYWOOD STORY),
i would say
this is a
TTS(TRUE TKC STORY)
 craps.............

we are in one group for Biology class
and
OUR BIOLOGY TEACHER DISLIKES US

haha
I know it's not a good thing to say this
but this is the fact that we have to face

Amalina Najwa a.k.a najue
Dk Vivi Fazrenna a.k.a vivi 
Shahirah a.k.a ujie
Nur Fadhillah a.k.a dilla
Noor Adila a.k.a adila

are used to it
too many INCIDENTS and ACCIDENTS show that
she doesn't like us at all
maybe not hate
but
more to disliking us 

a) the marker pen incident
b) the report book incident
c) the experiment accident
d) the exercise book incident
e) the "u have your eyes" accident

..etc..  

but 
no matter what happens
we still LOVE you Mrs Lee
as we know

it's very easy to hate somebody
but
it costs a lot to love 

we want an A for Biology
:D




Thursday, 21 April 2011

Maroon 5 :)

oh my god !
this is so wrong !
i didn't get the chance to go to Bruno Mars' concert
and now , am missing Maroon 5's ?
darn it !

p/s: haha.not going to Justin Bieber's concert is totally alrite honey :D

Wednesday, 20 April 2011

i'll MOVE ON , and RUNAWAY as Bruno Mars said Never Say You Can't

ouh 
i just love 
BRUNO MARS <3

you don't like it
that's totally fine
coz am sure that you haven't listened to his songs

Sunday, 17 April 2011

WTF -.-"

after MONDAY and TUESDAY ...
even the calendar says
W.T.F 
-.-"
right ?

oh my god ! -.-"


oh my god !
i lost my diary a few months ago
i thought i misplaced it somewhere
or maybe i left it in my room at home
but
i just found out that
somebody found it
the warden
yes, THE WARDEN TOOK IT

how did i know ?
well , the red house peeps cleaned up the warden's apartment
i understand if it's the common room
perhaps i left it somewhere and the warden found it
but it's in the apartment (block A)
meaning to say , the warden didn't want me to find it
and obviously she already read the whole thing

i feel like my freedom and privacy were jeopardized
shit! well technically , am not mad at the warden
but the fact that it's my privacy
and i demand privacy .
 i'm speechless now
THANK GOD that i didn't write bad things about this college or the peeps in it

i think i should announce it to everyone that 
I VALUE RESPECT AND PRIVACY WITHOUT COMPROMISE

Saturday, 16 April 2011

*sigh*

this is a TRUE STORY
of someone who was caught red handed ,
and had been punished
for not wearing
a pair of 1.5 INCHES HEELS .

what the hell ? with that 50 bucks , i can buy a new shirt .
but had to waste it for something that is , a nonsense i suppose say .

shit .

eish , debate is damn stressful !

well , i know that i'm the only foutrh-er who can bear all those shits .
and i dun blame the other fourth-ers as i know what they feel .
and yesterday , i didn't ask for that .
plus , i didn't even expect tht it was gonna happen .
but somehow , i'm grateful that i've proven to her that she's wrong
she cannot do the same thing all the time .
she cannot just sit and criticize peeps .
that is so wrong .

thank Allah :)

Friday, 15 April 2011

Justin Bieber ???

Don't get me wrong .
i'm not writing about the real Justin Bieber
BUT 
it's the feminine one ..
LOL

the south-African came to college on wednesday i guess
for hockey and netball friendly matches
and
suddenly
there was this one girl
who looks like Justin Bieber
EXACTLY THE SAME

:D

Tuesday, 12 April 2011

Saturday, 9 April 2011

are just bestfriends will be okay for you ?

okay first of all
i know u got the whole package of a guy

thou you are a daily sch kid,
you dun socialize that much,like going beyond the line
you are well-versed in english
you are cool
you are smart ass
you got your full pocket


but
i am so sorry
because
I DON'T DO RELATIONSHIP 
BUT
I DO VALUE FRIENDSHIP

friends okay ?
i'm not ready for this , and you're not my type
i wanna concentrate on studies
i'm so sorrrrry and i know you'll read this

BERUK tak bertamadun ?

haha
this makes me wanna write this post in BM
well as most of all my posts 're written in BI coz i dun want them to sound very sarcastic and annoying .
but for this post 
campurcampur laa:)

ALKISAH 
(house meeting of green house)

house-capt : korang takyah lah eh nak bajetbajet kat college or kat luar . memane pun laa .
peeps : (bising, watta hell ? ape die merepek ni ? huh ??!!)
house-capt : kan kite dah tau , there'll be lots of bench marking yang akan happen . so tak payah lah nak bajet
peeps : (masih terus mendengar)
house-capt : plus , depan outsiders , jangan nak jadi BERUK TAK BERTAMADUN . nak bajet cool konon
peeps : bhahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahaha ! BERUK TAK BERTAMADUN . nice metaphors !


somehow , i feel like agreeing on that 
seriously
there are certain peeps who're claiming themselves as "lepak" , "cool"
or whatever you wanna call it 
it seems so YUCK you know
the outsiders wont praise us for that you know
hehs
conclusion , do not be like BERUK TAK BERTAMADUN:)

hey you !

who cares if you disagree
you are not me
who made you king of anything?

now you dare
tell me who to be
who died
and
made you king of anything? 

p/s:stop pointing your finger at my face . and i dun dedicate this song to you okay . it's only the meaning what am trying to tell you . this is my favourite song and you dont deserve it :P

Friday, 8 April 2011

we'll see :P

u wanna bet on me ?
huhu .

HELL NO DUDE.
u'll lose 
we'll seeeeeeeeeee

shitty laa !

so shitty you man !
can u just chill ?

u want peeps to contribute to coll
but how on earth is that 
if u wont allow us to go out ?

STUPID !

Y and D are together now:)

LOVE IS IN THE AIR NOW
^^

congrats yaww !

Wednesday, 6 April 2011

HOMAIGOD !

DAMMIT !

i wanna go to PPM
but 
wtv 
someone deserves to get the thing 
MORE 
than me 

so 
that's all i guess

Monday, 4 April 2011

oh my GAMMIT

I FEEL DAMN EXHAUSTED

i wanna sleep
but
i just can't
coz
i'll gain weight 

Sunday, 3 April 2011

haiyaaa

Troy  told me something
about Nurin

i dun blame nurin for dumping him
but i'm blaming him
for not 
getting rid of her

get a life man 
and 
i'm sure nurin knows what to do

STUDY

i wanna focus on my mid year exam
i wont let minors 
to distract me

i had enough
and
i realize that i should focus more

i want to excel
both 
in academics and co-cus

FRED !

 
three words

OH MY GAMMIT !!!

choir ??!!!

watta hell ?
choir ?
me ?
isn't that ......
errr
a mistake ?

i have to play IMAGINE on the PIANO !
-.-"


thanks

whatever it is 
i will never forget you guys
thanks for being such good friends

such a long sigh

hehs
i'm tired of everything
can i take a nap ?
a long one ?
can i just drift into a very deep sleep ?
where there's no one ?

i'm not used to this kinda situation
and
i really dislike it

oh God
ALL I WANT IS TRUCE

i love them like hell
but i dun think they get it
and 
i dun blame them
it might be my mistake
it might be theirs 
but 
i dun really care
as
everybody makes mistakes
NOBODY'S PERFECT

i dun give a damn on it

i dun curse
at people
 the way you do

as i think it's an immature act 
and
very uneducated one

u're no one to me
so i dun give a damn on what u said bout me

i dun tell our pioneer's year stories to peeps
like the way u do
but one thing for sure
i know u hate me
but 
i know it's stupid to say that actually
i dun hate u
no matter how annoying u can be
u're still my batch-mate 
thou u tell gossips about me
but i love you as my class-mate and a friend
and i dun think i should tell you this
and i dun expect you to read this

azeera , i want truce -.-"
i can't hate u , that's it 


Dammit

i dun hate people
i just dislike them

i dun hate u
but
i dislike u

but 
trust me
i can hate people as well
and 
u have no idea what i meant by the word
HATE

it can be anyone 
it can be u
her
him 
or an alien

i dun even care , and i wont care

i care 
because they are my bestfriends
and
i dun care 
because u're definitely not my bestfriend

get it ?

and , to me 
i think paparazzi suits your personality 

get a life 

Saturday, 2 April 2011

sherr and nadiah

i'm missing our old days
i love you guys no matter what
that's for sure 
and i will never change
because 


YOU GIRLS ARE MY HEARTBEATS
and no one can live without heartbeats 

i'm sorry

i might have changed
i'm sorry
but i didn't mean to do that 
i didn't even realize that
u guys are right
i need to give my damn-ego up
i'm giving it up now

-.-"

i dun get it why
do u have to interfere 

Thursday, 31 March 2011

sigh

i wont change 
no matter what

u said that i'm too heartless
i'm sorry i cannot change that

but
there's only one thing that i can do
and 
i think it's better for me to keep it to myself

it's
I CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT YOU

sorry


Saturday, 19 March 2011

blood donation

 i wanted to donate my blood as well
but the nurse said i'm too young to donate
i was like ..
WATTA ?
for the first time


another thing was
she told me right after i filled up
ALL THE REQUIRED FORMS
i was like 
WATTA ??
for the second time

well ,  i didn't really trust k.ain when she said
it did not hurt at all
but after seeing k.ezzah
laughing without feeling anything
i was like
WATTA ???
for the third time

I WANNA DO A NOBLE JOB
WHY DIDN'T THEY LET ME ??
-.-"

Thursday, 17 March 2011

sam tsui :)


SAM TSUI <3

i adore his voice and the way he re-composes the songs
somehow
i feel like , the songs sound much better when he sings them




at first i was like
WHO THE HELL IS SAM TSUI ?

oh gosh !!
but after nina showed me his video of 
just a dream
i was like
OH MY GOD !! HE'S REALLY GOOD !!


and of course
I LIKE HIM MORE THAN I LIKE JUSTIN BIEBER

p/s : i don't even like justin bieber ! i only like SOME of his songs

a person to rely on :)


i miss my sister like
lots and lots
DK FARAH ANA ZAIDUN

SHE'S A PINK LOVER
and will never stop liking it

like my friend once said
when mom and dad don't understand
A SISTER ALWAYS WILL



iloveyoulotsandlots

Wednesday, 16 March 2011

the time will come , we just have to wait


my friends always ask me

Q : why am i so heartless when it comes to love ?

Q : am i not interested in falling in love ?

Q : am i scared of loving someone ?


LOL/ROTFL/LMAO

I'M NOT THAT HEARTLESS 
I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELING

IT'S NOT THAT I'M NOT INTERESTED
IT'S JUST I'M TOO BUSY FOR PUPPY LOVES

TO LOVE SOMEONE IS TYPICAL
NO NEED TO BE SCARED OF IT
I DO LOVE LOTS OF PEOPLE AROUND ME

but 
i only have one concrete reason to tell
which is

IT'S NOT THE PERFECT MOMENT FOR THIS
SOONER OR LATER
I AM SURE THAT THE TIME WILL COME

i'mprettysureaboutmythoughtsaboutthis



WHAT DOES A FRIEND MEAN


A FRIEND WILL NEVER LOOK AT OUR FLAWS
BUT
AT THE SAME TIME
 THEY ALSO HELP US TO OVERCOME THOSE STIGMAS

and

A FRIEND WILL NEVER LET OUR HANDS GO
NO MATTER HOW HARD THE SITUATION IS

and

A FRIEND 
IS
A FRIEND
TILL THE END


ilovemyfriendsanditwilbeapermanentlove

BRENDA love


i miss you , kitten

we rawk !!


i know ..
this is soooooooooooo long time ago .
*not so long actually

anyways..........
am so proud to say
that 
Excalibur was extremely WONDERFUL on that night !

it's okay 
we still have time peeps 
!!

to win and to lose is only the ticket to produce a 
BETTER PRODUCTION

POOL :)

EXHAUSTED !

we were like swimming for 3 - 4 hours !
but i really enjoyed it

since it's also considered as a form of exercise ,
that should be very helpful in reducing my weight
hahahaha
i just weighed myself
47 kg -.-"

oh gosh !!





a debater , and a friend :)

ALIAH NAZAMUSA (stage name)

okay 

school ? SSP
age ? 16


hahahaa. there you go aliah.
first of all , sorry i took your picture w/o permission
dun worry , this picture still looks cute :D
i took it from your profile picture album
as everybody will pick their very best pictures as profile pictures *winkwink 
(i'm crapping . conclusion : profile picture album = best pictures album)

hahah !
she's a debater
and of course , she can be very mean , sometimes .
conclusion , she's nice :D
we're friends since last year , during the sch holidays:)
yeah .. 
and yeah , one of the most trusted friends of mine (for non-TKC)
okay aliah !
till then :D